maanantai 12. marraskuuta 2012

2 years 10 months 12 days

Living hard times. Still can't believe it's over. There is no we anymore, only in my heart. I keep on breathing, eating, watching movies, seeing friends (without them I would have been down for longer time). I'm ok, not great, but this time I'm stronger and I have faith. I've just learned not to reject your beloved and close people. They are important and you can't just go on the street and ask someone to be your best friend straight away. Well, 2 tough weeks and life goes on:) I have not been doing much all this time, but here are some things:

shopping therapy

catching sun

trying to do a tofu steak :)

cooking for myself. tofu+carrot+potato

waking up a night. one moon, one star

drinking herb tea. nice gift 

witnessing opening and last day of this exhibition. photo by nikita matilda

walking in a new neighborhood

maanantai 29. lokakuuta 2012

not diamonds, friends are forever!

Since last Saturday, I had great moments that I shared with my beloved friends. Some studying, a little shopping. I have finally visited a vegetarian restaurant in Tampere named Gopal. I had already a quick step by, but not for eating and since that day I wanted to come and enjoy food properly with no hurrying. I liked the place and food. They have an indian style food buffet and you pay for the weight of your meal. I was pretty hungry and wanted to try everything, even a little bit, so i paid around 12 euros as 100g is 1.84€. It is not so much, but for me it is a little expensive. Quality and taste of food is great, so it was a good after second hand shop lunch :)
Last Saturday I visited my friends in their new apartment. We prepared some food together and had great time together eating, laughing and talking.
This whole weekend we spent only in girls company with dancing, eating, preparing surprises, baking cake, laughing a lot, not sleeping well and just having fun. I did not even realise how much i missed having fun, taking care of each other, worrying, supporting and enjoying life. Female friendship exists and is wonderful. I'm very happy since long time and will cherish my friends and try to keep them happy all the time.
<3
Some pictures from last week
english for tourism, school...

morning bus

shadows, home


somebody is getting older

seriously? green leaves on snow?
don't like to cook for myself, but sometimes...

on the way from school
just perfect carrot cake from armas maitokauppa 
art in tamk
I brought some vege stuff, which my friends kindly called hippie shit, but the liked it :D 

great tasty food in gopal



warm and colourful


lauantai 20. lokakuuta 2012

no hurries, no worries

I'm still alive and pretty much happy. I'm now on a vacation and it's already ending. Two months and it's winter holidays time. Most of the shops started to sell Christmas stuff and it is not so bad to create the presents beforehand. I have some pictures left from my exchange in belgium, i've just got stuck with them and have problems with computer, so editing pictures is impossible.

When i'm not posting anything for a long time, i feel worried and now i am :D I got an Iphone as a birthday present, which was a long time ago in July. It served me as another method to tell about my everyday life. Thanks to Instagram I could share my view on the world. Again, I have a lot of pictures of food, but also small things around me that are beautiful and cute.
I like to reread my blog, just to remembrer what happened a year ago, and what changed as without it I wouldn't remember these things. This is the first time I use my phone for writing a post, but I hope it will increase number of posts and before my computer is repaired, I could save some memories and pictures through this way.

Here are some pictures of what I did since I got the phone :)
celebrated birthday in a restaurant
celebrated birthday with friends
visited my hometown in russia

visited summer cottage in russia
passed by my school in petrozavodsk
enjoyed summer in tampere
ate breakfast
spent a week at parents home looking after this model

discovered a delicious mozzarella salad place
made a cake
played with phone
visited tampere happening day
participated in competitions

attended intensive course in tallinn
bought my first bed. it took 4 hours to build it
had a girls night at my place
visited turku
ate great indian food at New Swagath, very delicious!!!
visited summer cottage in autumn
made a cream soup today